Phew! I made it! Now for a grade - B+. Having been a straight A student my whole life, I would be lying if I didn’t say I was a little disappointed with my grade. But it’s not THAT bad. I just look back on the last month and see the momentum, followed by the inevitable doldrums and apathy and automatic responses, followed by fluctuations in awareness and spiritual sleep. It’s not that easy! Yes, I learned a lot. Yes, I stayed conscious for a good amount of the month, but yes, it WAS difficult to stay kind. I get self-absorbed, as evidenced by me continuing my riveting story to my husband AS he walks out to his car to get to work. Well, it was fascinating in MY mind.
Will I continue being kind? Well, of course, but there are other fascinating ideas on the horizon, other things to ponder, consider, implement. This is a time of HUGE growth and expansion, and I’m riding that wave. I can’t sleep much, can’t seem to shut down my brain to the extent that my dream last night had me sporting three massive HUGE growths on my head that made me look like the Elephant Man. I’ve lined up a permanent radio gig, a slate of fall classes, a gathering in Park Rapids, and one this coming Monday night for the Summer Solstice (see my Events section if you can make it!). I can feel the expansion, but still don’t know where to put all of the new energy. I try to just keep breathing. Things are just so STRANGE lately. I guess I’ll talk about that tomorrow. How’s that for a new direction? All of the strange things that have been happening lately? I’m used to coincidences and synchronicities, but these current things are all just STRANGE! Like amped up coincidences, almost satire. Like they’re real, but larger than real and with a twist so I can REALLY see what’s going on. Okay, I’ll share just ONE story with you before we start our days.
I was at the radio station talking with the program director about my upcoming work. I will be doing on-air intuitive readings and they were trying to come up with a name for my spot. I said, “Just don’t call me Psychic Susie. They did that before and it really didn’t sit well with me. There’s a lot of negative press around about that word ‘psychic.’ The program director laughed and said that was exactly what he was thinking of call my spot. Okay. No worries. 3 hours later my cell phone rings, and when I answer, a man says, “Hello Psychic Susie!” I’m assuming it’s the program director calling to talk about my spots, but no - it’s a national radio company calling to ask if I want to start my own radio show. I am shocked into silence (a rarity for me), and don’t understand. Why did this stranger call me “Psychic Susie?” Maybe it’s not that big of a deal, but to hear that phrase two times in 3 hours means something in my world. I just don’t quite know WHAT it means… yet. I haven’t heard that particular name for about 6 years. Strange things, my friends, strange things.