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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

“Dear Higher Self/Soul/Angels/Guides/God/All That Is/Guys - wow - is all of this REALLY necessary? I appreciate all you’re doing for us, really, I do. I understand that we are transforming and rewiring and changing our physical bodies from the cells on up. But can YOU understand how restricted and confined and scared we feel down here in our bodies? This is new for everybody, yes, but WE’RE the ones that are having to stay in our bodies to do this work. For you guys, it seems you say, ‘don’t worry - just trust - this shouldn’t hurt a bit,’ then it DOES hurt, or scare us. This is all NEW, this energy that’s coursing through bodies, these feelings we’re having. Most of us are freaked out. We don’t know why we cry one second and laugh the next. We don’t know why we’re ready to punch somebody one minute, then want to embrace the whole world with our love the next. We don’t understand our STRANGE dreams, or the new energy that’s flowing through us, mostly at night. We don’t see the rationale for the constant DELAYS, or all of the sad endings we’re experiencing, whether through death, loss of relationships, jobs, or our health. It seems like we just keep get pounded and bombarded and we aren’t seeing enough of the ‘good stuff.’ Is that too much to ask at this point? For us just to feel a good stretch of the good stuff? Just enough to gird us up a little, to give us hope and energy, to let us really feel that this isn’t just HARD - there’s some reason why we have to go through this.

Now, don’t get me wrong. I’m loving the transformations. I feel it in the center of my body. It’s just the stuff on the OUTSIDE of my body that’s a challenge. My neck is totally frozen up, my lower back has been hurting for months, and my nose won’t stop sniffling. I can feel the expansion inside of me, and I hear from others that I’m doing Work for them even when I’M not aware of it. I know things more deeply than ever, so I know there’s forward movement. It’s just it feels like you don’t understand sometimes, or you aren’t listening compassionately when we’re in pain. Can you take just a minute and reassure us somehow, so we can physically KNOW everything’s okay? That’s all I’M asking, anyway. Thanks for your time.” - me

“Dear one - my, aren’t you full of energy and enthusiasm and passion today! We appreciate your honesty, and yes, as a matter of fact, we DO understand how you’re feeling. But we would like to point out that it was YOU who made this decision to be a frontrunner in all of this so that you could help the greater part of humanity. It was YOU who chose the ‘difficult’ path so that you could get there faster and be able to carve the way and set up camp before others got there. Isn’t that true? Don’t you want to help? Isn’t that your Work? Then understand you are as a camp counselor. Everyone eats together, sleeps in cabins, does the activities, but the counselor’s job description is different. They are there to help and support and assist. They don’t get the same attention as the campers because they should be more capable of taking care of themselves. If it’s something really BIG, yes, we’ll help you, but otherwise, we trust you can take care of yourselves. Also, ask other camp counselors for their help. They’re in the same boat as you. It’s not SO bad, and we’re not asking THAT much of you.

We toned back on the progress because people were having so many difficulties. There was no way to plan how everyone would react. There was a LOT more fear than we had anticipated. A LOT MORE. But that is just fine. Creation is all about adaption, and everybody is adapting as we go. We ask you - what have you learned along the way? How have you grown not only as a human, but as a Being? How has this process over the last 10 years changed you? Are you more trusting? Are you more YOU? Yes yes yes yes. Answer your own questions. You are SO close to the breakthrough - it is within reach. Just keep walking. That is all we can EVER tell any of you. Just keep going. The only way out is through. That only makes sense. If you’re in the middle of the swamp, don’t stand there scared because you’re sinking - get moving so you can get OUT of your current situation. We’re talking energetically, of course. Moving energetically means becoming active in the ways YOU know to be centered and in your body and your life. Closing your eyes, breathing, aligning, centering, meditating, resting.

Stop trying to DO anything right now. Physical movement is highly overrated at this point because you are all moving so quickly at the energetic level - you just have no idea. You’re used to getting things ‘done’ on the physical plane that you’re frustrated you’re not getting them ‘done’ right now, but how do you know what the bigger picture is? You’ve been walking walking, and now we’re stopping to build a supersonic jet so you can ZOOM, and you’re like ‘why aren’t I walking?’ because soon, very soon, you’re going to be ZOOMING. There’s just no comparison. We’ve said it before - we’ll say it again - TRUST is the order of the day. Have faith and just keep going. As the ‘heads of the camp’ we tell you, all the dear counselors who are doing such important work helping everybody - YOU ARE DOING A BEAUTIFUL JOB and we appreciate you. We could not do this without you. Thank you for stepping up and offering to do this. It is only the strongest and most capable beings who have taken on the extra work that if required to assist others. You know who you are. ALL are dearly loved and cherished. We could never leave your sides - but we know that you can stand on your own and we are relying on you to be strong. We trust you understand. Love and hugs” - Us

“Dear ‘Us’ “ - thank you. I’ll personally keep going, but I just want to tell you I’m still not quite appreciating this current time.” - me

“Dear You” - We understand. We hear you. We love you. We are here.” - Us

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