I never used to have dry eyes until a friend told me SHE had dry eyes. Then I noticed that I had dry eyes, too. I know, I’m not the sharpest bulb in the pack, but I just don’t notice things sometimes. But then I noticed that sometimes my eyes are dry, and sometimes they aren’t, and it doesn’t seem to be connected to the humidity or temperature (cold temperatures call for more heat, which sucks the moisture out of the air). I noticed the cycles of dry eyes, but still never really thought about it… until today. Ironically, on the way to meet with a client I first stopped by Swanson’s and picked up an all-natural eyedrops for dry eyes, popped it into my pink flowered reusable bag, along with some Oscillo boxes, goat’s milk lotion for me, and borage lotion for Bill (dry skin also seems to be the order the day this winter). I met with my client, and the first thing I told her was that her ‘eyes were being forced open,’ spiritually, but that’s a GOOD thing (even though it sounds kind of violent and bad). What it means is this: we’re at a point where we can no longer close our eyes and pretend not to see or know what’s going on around us. We’re in a sense ‘forced’ to see what we see, know what we know - no more pretending. I told her that physical symptoms of this phenomenon are dry eyes. Then I stopped, faltered, I’m sure, as I thought about my own dry eyes, and the drops in my bag in the waiting room of my office. Along with cycles of blurry vision (which I also experience), could that be what happens to me, as well? And if so, how cool is THAT???
It may sound bad that I’m excited that I have annoyingly dry eyes, but if it means that I’m going great guns spiritually, then I’m all for that. Here’s one thing I’ve been thinking about lately. I admit I’m not 100% there yet, but I’m getting the CONCEPT of it all. These changes we’re going through, they’re intense, n’cest pa? And they’re intense because they’re new feelings and emotions and physical sensations, they’re foreign to us, and we get scared, always thinking there may be something really WRONG with us. Okay, let me backtrack: I won’t speak for YOU, I’ll just speak for ME. I worry that there may be something really WRONG with me sometimes, and sheesh - I’ve been going through this process for 10 years now. How slow am I? Apparently pretty slow. Again, not the brightest crayon in the box when it comes to figuring stuff out, but man, once I GET something, I’ve GOT it, for sure. So here’s what I’m thinking about: in order to get us physically where we need to be (a high frequency being to hold our highest frequencies of our Soul Energy), then we WILL go through lots of changes, transformations, and odd things happening. But if we accept that CHANGE is the NORM, and not to be afraid, that everything’s all right, and we’re just doing this work, then it’s possible to relax into the process, right? It’s like working out hard, and getting scared every time we feel a stiff muscle. Is there something wrong? Yes - you’re using your muscles and you’re feeling the growth. The same can be said spiritually at this time. We’re using new ‘spiritual muscles’ so we’re feeling the aches and pains of their growth. It’s all new - the feelings are new, the symptoms are new, the energy is new, the emotions are new, the changes are new, so maybe we need a new attitude to go along with all the other newness? How about an attitude of NEW - Now Everything’s Wonderful, maybe? Or Not Everything’s Weird. How about releasing our old ways of processing the events of our lives, and just going with the flow?
I’m a hard sell - I’m stubborn, slow to change, slow to see stuff and figure it out sometimes, but I’m really lightning quick about getting this Spirit stuff - it’s just the TRANSLATION that gets me sometimes. But I’m trying, I really am. And I’m passing along what I know as soon as I figure it out. Because again, we’re all in this together, trying to figure it out, trying to help and support when the nights get dark and we get scared and feel all alone. Just know I’m right here, standing where I’ve always been - in this present moment in Time, looking around, stunningly amazed and blown away by the Beauty of it all. It REALLY is something, this process. Frightening at times, yes, I won’t lie, but in the end? Simply unbelievably fabulous. I wouldn’t trade this present moment for all the other moments I’ve ever been alive. I feel grateful and awed and thankful and and and - I need to go put some more eye drops in. I must have my spiritual eyes WIDE open right now.