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Sunday, December 26, 2010

A lot of my friends are in some serious fear spaces right now. I’m doing my best to help them through the darkness by shining any kind of light available. Right now I’m in a good spot, a light spot. But not always, and I certainly do not sit in any kind of judgment. I call my husband my voice of reason, my anchor, my grounding. I am also prone to megadoses of research in the form of medical conditions, which invariably lead me to the conclusion that I’m dying of some rare tropical disease.

Fear is a powerful thing. It can overwhelm us, zap all of our power and strength, rendering us almost comatose until we are curled up in a fetal position staring at the wall, unable to move for fear of what may be around the next corner. I do not think we are born into fear. I think we learn it. I think we are powerful beyond our wildest imaginings, but we have somehow lost our trust in ourselves to take care of ourselves and our lives. When did that happen? I guess it doesn’t matter WHEN - it only matters that we take back our power NOW, 100% of it. But how? How do we do that when we’re in the middle of our fear thing, when our thoughts are sprinting like rabbits running from the puppies? When we’re convinced danger is imminent, upon us, and we can’t escape?

I’m learning. Slowly, but learning. I stop. I take a few deep breaths. I return to my body. I feel myself fully in my body. I look around at my life and see that my life is good right now, in this moment. Then I feel the energy from my Soul flowing through me, anchoring me, grounding me, empowering me, and I start to ask my questions. No one on the ‘outside’ can answer me, because this is MY life, MY perceptions, MY viewpoint, MY beliefs. So it only makes sense that I am the only one that can answer my questions for me. A favorite of mine is “What’s going on right now?” always good for pages of enlightened dialogue. Or how about “What’s my next step?” that’s a good one. I’m sure you’ve got your own list of questions. How are you coming with those answers? Are you finding your evidence? Is it true for you? Or is that evidence false? You know it’s false if it causes you more fear, not calm and comfort and a feeling of security.

There are those that feed on fear. I don’t know exactly what that means, I just know that I feel it. Fear dims our Light, and there are those for whom the Light burns, so they try to dim or extinguish Light everywhere they see it. But that is NOT the future, that is NOT going to happen, because I know with every fiber of my being that the Light is the most powerful energy in the Universe, and the Light is all there really is - everything else is just an Illusion. That Light is also known as Love, or God, or Unity. Whatever your name, it is that force or energy that flows through every single everything everywhere. It animates the non-living into living, it causes the molecules to vibrate, everything. So if fear is an illusion, we need to keep reminding ourselves of that, and figure out for ourselves what that means to us. I don’t have any answers for you - I only know what I know for myself, which is as it should be.

We are all waking up, into a new bright world of Light and empowerment and possibility. There are those who may not want us to wake up. Well, tough shit, because it’s a done deal. Once you’re awake, you can’t pretend to be asleep anymore, and there’s no amount of power in the Universe that can make us go back to sleep. So here’s to waking up, here’s to believing in ourselves and our beautiful, perfect lives unfolding us back into our Souls. Here’s to the Sun breaking up the fog of illusion and fear that’s been shrouding us for millenia. No more! No more. False Evidence does NOT Appear Real anymore - it appears fake, which is what it is. 

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