A strange thing happened last night, and that’s a heck of a way to begin, if I think something was strange. Why? I’ve got a wide range of normal, I really do, but more and more things have been catching me off-guard because they are so swift and so intense. It’s only AFTERWARDS that I realize what happened. I signed up for the Triality Activation through Steve Rother down in Las Vegas. I respect Steve’s work, and have always resonated with it, but have never felt drawn to attend any of his seminars or web broadcasts. Until I saw this offering. I just knew I had to do it, and signed up on the spot. It was three sets of three days, live, but for some reason or another (life?) I was unable to watch ANY of them live. I made my way through them one by one, knowing that it doesn’t really matter if we’re there at the time or later, because time is not really linear, anyway. It’s all good.
Last night was the last broadcast, and because I hadn’t caught up yet, I didn’t want to watch it out of sequence. The whole day I’d felt tired, from about 1PM on. Now, that’s nothing new, but this was one of those “I can hardly keep my eyes open” kind of fatigue that usually signals an energetic surge on some other level that’s causing fatigue on the physical level. I tried to slow down and just chill out, but by 7PM I couldn’t do anything. I had to just lie on the couch, wrapped in great-Grandma’s healing quilt, and watch Ugly Betty. I couldn’t figure out why I felt so drained and not able to function in a ‘normal’ way. Odd for me, but increasingly the norm. Around 9PM it all just lifted, and I felt really great, energetic and ‘normal’ again. Then it hit me - that was the time of the last webcast, and I was connected and picking up on whatever was happening. I’m still not caught up yet, but I’m really excited to see what happened last night, because it REALLY affected me.
What are these strange things happening? I know that most of us are going through an integration process, Body Mind and Spirit, to help us align with our Soul Energy and really blast that lower, no-longer-needed crap out of our lives and systems. While the integration takes place, all sorts of stuff is going on, remember? FATIGUE, weird dreams, sleep pattern disruption, lower back, temples and neck throbbing, aching joints, for me, HORRIBLE ringing in my left ear (but more like a bubble of energy is attached to my left ear - so odd, one night it kept me up the whole night - wonderful...), emotionality, sadness, irritability, and sniffles (all the ‘flu’ symptoms, as well). I watch my body as it goes through its thing, and think, “Oh, you poor thing - how can I help?” and I do what I can, but in the end, I’m just trusting that it will all cycle through as it always does. In the end it will be fabulous!!! But in the meantime, I’m hanging on to the edges of the roller coaster and just trying to stay in my seat.
I even bought an Ion Cleanse machine to help us detox. I’m working with Bill, also, to build our immune systems and keep us running at peak performance through chiropractic, NET, cranial sacral, massage, acupuncture and Chinese herbs, supplements, and lots of sleep. Oh, and the Neti Pot is helping enormously. The best I can offer is to HANG IN THERE. It’s rough for everyone right now - transitions, endings, stalls, frustrations and heartaches. But the only way out is through, so I keep walking. May I lend you a hand? Together - we can all get through this, but we need to help each other. Support, encourage, inspire each other. Laugh, hug, smile at a stranger - make your own sunshine if there is none. And never, never give up hope. We’ll get through this - I promise. And when we get to the other side, we’ll be whole. Again. Always.