I was asked today if I had heard about or read anything by anyone about 2012, and I thought for a second, then answered, “Not only haven’t I read or heard about what anyone else is saying about 2012, I’ve got this whole body of information that I know, that I haven’t heard anywhere else before.” But then, I realize that nobody really knows anything for sure, because this is all new, and unfolding as we speak. The best any of us can hope for is a glimmer of light up ahead to see a few steps down the road. Having said that, I was asked to write what I know about what’s going on right now, why we’re doing what we’re doing, and what’s coming up for us. So I will. This is what I know right now, in this moment. If you ask me later today or tomorrow, I may answer something a little differently.
In the summer of 1987 it was finally thought that maybe us limited, dense humans could hold enough light to allow us to take our next evolutionary step while still IN human form. Otherwise, we indeed were on the fast track to the 2012 worldwide prophecy of the old world ending and a new world beginning. My thought was that before we decided to try it this current way, we would not be able to stay in our current human form - too difficult. Our bodies are mostly water - 80-85%, if I’m remembering correctly. At that point the higher energies started flowing into us, and started changing our physical structures, in our DNA, and at the cellular level. Our ‘water’ was being transformed into crystal. Crystal is an amplifier, and you can imagine that if it’s contained in our bodies would allow us to amplify Spirit energy that much more. So that process began. But that wasn’t the end. Oh no! After we finish that process, we then move into what I call the “Diamond Phase.” Diamonds kind of look like crystals, because they’re both see-through, but the properties of the diamond are much different. When cut into facets, the diamond is able to refract the white light to shine into brilliant rainbows of colors. So when our physical bodies are able to shift over to our Diamond Bodies, we are then totally clear, and able to bring that beautiful White Light of Spirit through our bodies to then refract beautiful energy out to our physical world.
What does it take to switch over first to the Crystal Body, then to the Diamond Body? Let me tell you, it’s certainly NOT for sissies. You can figure out what stage you’re in by what you’re going through. For me, that leap over to the Diamond Body dang near broke me, physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. It totally took apart everything I knew to be real, threw away the extra, exposed me to such a bright Light that I had blurred vision for almost a month, course such powerful energy through my body that I STILL can’t sleep, made me confront my deepest fears to finally embrace and heal them, caused Time to just totally fly out the door, not meaning anything what it had meant before. Linear time as I knew it now no longer exists (at least not like it did before - it’s still helpful for such things as piano lessons and coffee dates). I now feel like I’m on the other side of this thick ice wall, and I can see a lot of other people on that other side, but energetically I can’t FEEL them. But I certainly DO feel everything and everybody that’s on MY side of the wall. Man, it’s almost indescribable, but here, I’ll try for a second. I feel like I’m in this green field, and everything feels warm. There’s a huge tree in front of me, and billions of teensy flowers everywhere. All different colors. I can even SMELL them (in my physical body I have a negligible sense of smell). I am one with everything here - I just FEEL it with my whole Being. I’m still adjusting to this feeling, as there’s still a part of me that remembers the physical sensation of being connected while separate. Here there’s no more separation. That’s Diamond.
Crystal? Marked by times of great upheaval in your very foundational ways of being in the world. You question everything. You are faced with many crises and situations, shifts and changes. Old friends leave, new friends come in. Jobs leave, spouses leave, homes change. It’s a time of great shifting, marked by a feeling of unrest and fear, yet also a sense of anticipation. You can’t sleep, your digestion is all off, you feel achey, time does these weird whoo-whoo things (short at times, stretched out at other times), people act strangely out of character, you experience a whole gamut of emotions in a short period of time, dreams are intense. You may even feel like you’re swimming underwater - it’s that strange.
When I write sometimes I wonder if this all sounds weird, or strange to anyone else. It’s been such a part of me for so many years that I don’t even hardly think about it anymore. It’s just a reality to me. It’s what I feel, and what I know. I also know that it all continues. I’m by no stretch of the imagination ‘there’ yet (wherever ‘there’ is) - I think we keep going, opening ourselves up more and more to those beautiful higher energies that flow to us from God, from Home, from the All That Is, from that place of Oneness. It’s returning us to Us, helping us remember and recover all of those sleeping places of our souls that have been waiting eons for us. Well, more accurately, we DO reunite with our souls when we die, but then we leave that place of Wholeness again when we are born again (that’s what I know), but to be able to reunite with our Whole Selves while HERE in our physical bodies? Never done before, never attempted, new ground, folks. But you know what, folks? We’re doing it! We’re totally kicking ascension’s butt. We may be doing it sloppily, or sporadically, certainly undignified at times, but we’re doing it. 2012? I don’t know - to me it’s maybe a loose marking of the time that we’ll all be pretty much Diamond Bodies. Who knows? The important thing is just that we’re doing it. Where are YOU? Try just sitting, eyes closed, breathing, and feel where you are. I guarantee you’ll get some important information. And remember - I’m only saying what I know. What YOU know is the most accurate and important for YOU. That’s why I don’t even know what others are saying about this process. I only know what I know.