I can’t ignore it any longer. Something has happened inside of me. I know, I know, something is ALWAYS happening inside of us, but this is different. Because you are my friend, I will try to tell it to you. Maybe you’re feeling the same thing, maybe my story will help you, maybe it will amuse you. It’s all good. It started in England. I thought it was because of something that happened that caused me to stretch spiritually, because that Tuesday morning I looked in the mirror and saw that my eyes were different when I looked at them. The energy coming from them was different - they looked greener, softer, deeper. Then came the turtle rock story at 7 Sisters, then came another odd experience of getting some information that something wouldn’t happen until I got back from England, and sure enough, that very thing happened to me right after I got back from England. It never should’ve happened, just trust me on that. But it did. And I knew that it was going to happen. Odd coincidences have also been happening in greater number since England, like hearing Erik tell me one of his teachers was Pamela, a friend of mine, only to run into her WHILE with Erik, less than 12 hours later (I hadn’t seen her in a year and a half). Tonight while I was driving back from Fergus Falls with my dad and Verena, I could FEEL the connection between the two of them. I’m talking TANGIBLY FEEL the energy. I have never felt like this before. Later tonight in a full auditorium I saw a friend get up and walk over to the door, then get dizzy and sit down. I FELT something was wrong. I just KNEW it. I think I know what’s wrong, but not for sure. Then later a friend on Facebook messaged me about a note he’d written. Everything in the note was similar to different things that I know, and he said he felt the urge to write me to have me look at it. One by one none of this is that odd, but taken all together, and I know there’s something big afoot.
Steve patiently and lovingly sat there while I told him everything that was going on, everything I was feeling, and how things were different since England. “Were you in Stonehenge before the turtle rock story happened?” he asked. THAT’S IT! Stonehenge! Maybe Avebury, too, because I got dizzy there, as well, but I know something happened at Stonehenge because even though I felt dizzy walking TO it, I felt this amazing energy course through me (see my current Facebook profile pic), and I felt indescribably, energetically fabulous. Steve was right - I got Stonehenged. What else has happened because of that? My dreams. Now verify it - you’ve been having strange, intense, deep, bizarre dreams, too, haven’t you? Had trouble sleeping? Falling asleep? Staying asleep? Yup yup yup yup. Last night I dreamt that I had stones sticking out in lines running down the inner and outer parts of my legs. I was horrified, and told Steve, “This is at least 10 pounds of stuff that shouldn’t be here.” Now again, just hearing that it doesn’t make much sense, but given the fact that I’m 10 pounds over my ideal weight leads me to think this is giving me a message I’d better pay attention to. !0 pounds of energy that’s not my stuff. 10 pounds of other people’s stuff to release. I’m dragging it around. It’s all about releasing and letting go, integrating your OWN energies and healing the past hurts as you step in wholeness again. It’s not easy work, but man, I think it’s SO interesting! It’s hard to always put into words what’s changed for me, but thank you for being patient while I attempt to articulate my current experiences. It’s strange, even to me, so you know that’s saying something, but I just wanted to share it all with you. Thank you for taking this journey with me. It’s a wild ride, n’cest pa? Yes, yes, it is. And I think it’s only going to get cooler, so stay tuned. And keep having your OWN cool adventures!