We come from the stars (or something like that). We came to Earth, and because it was so different, over our lifetimes we lost our fire, our light, and became like dead rocks instead, feeling disconnected from the Source of our Light. Could we make it? How much longer can a planet of dark rocks go on? How can we change things? Transform? Okay - let’s try it. At first it was easy, starting back in 1987. In fact, we hardly felt any of the changes, more like gentle rising and falling of ocean waves. That was fun! Here comes another one! Yay!!!
But we weren’t transforming fast enough, so the Light started coming a little faster. Ah - now I get it. If we can place ourselves just so we can reflect that Light back to the World, help everyone see a little better so we can all do our Transformation Work a little easier. Besides, it’s not so scary if we’ve got the moon lighting our way. It was a little more work to become as the moon, reflecting Light, but still, at the end of the day (or night) we were still moons, dead pieces of rock. But at least we’re reflecting Light now. But we still have far to go, so some of us signed up for the accelerated course - becoming Suns. I think everyone is headed that way - we’re all just in different stages of sun-making. Now THIS isn’t easy - it’s the butt kicking energy that some of us are feeling right now. It’s the I-can’t-sleep-and-I-can’t-stop-crying-and-why-is-everything-happening-to-me kind of feelings. It’s the “I don’t know if I can make it through this” feeling that many friends are sharing with me. It’s anxiety and depression and anger and frustration and resentment and fatigue - oh, the fatigue! It’s the strange feelings of goosebumps (sort of) traveling through your body, only it’s like they come from the inside. It’s the alternating between feeling freezing cold chills to feeling hot (so hot!) that you can hardly stand it, only your body temperature doesn’t fluctuate a teeny bit. How is that, you say? Well, what do you think would happen if you were to become like the sun? It would be a pretty heated scenario, don’t you think?
Mags said my solar plexus was igniting with light. Then I got it - SOLAR = SUN. Duh! Are you feeling it, this Sun energy that’s transforming us? You probably feel bloated, maybe achey, maybe nauseous, maybe all three. You’ve put on those 10 pounds and you just can’t get rid of them, you’re having strange dreams. All part of it. What can we do but trust? If you’re in the thick of it, you’re probably on the first wave, the front edge of all of this. Why? I think some of us volunteered to become Suns first to pave the way, to make it easier for those following after. You know who you are - I can’t tell you. You’ll know, deep inside, as you read these words. You’ll feel it. Yes, I’m a Sun in the Making. We may make t-shirts - bright yellow ones with a big orange sun on the front, just to help us get through this. It’s not easy - it’s never been done before. Every step of the way I get new information and I pass it on right away. If it resonates with you, great. If not, that’s fine - we all have our different perspectives and visions. That’s what makes all of this so great. It just makes a lot of sense to me. Of course it would be an intense process - think of the energy required to make a dead rock a living ball of fire (or maybe fiery gas? Whatever - you get the idea). Do you feel like a Sun? Can you imagine what this means for you, if you’re one of these first ones? Sure, we’re sacrificing a great deal on the physical plane right now (like having to dial your responsibilities and obligations WAAAAAAAAAAY back, get lots of rest, drop the worrying and expectations, be super conscious and awake as much as possible, and keep trusting in that which you cannot see), and you may feel like others are getting more done, but that’s just on the physical level - you’re propelling light years on the spiritual plane, and that’s the center of everything - it truly is. I promise. I know we’re all used to sprinting ahead 24/7, but if you’re willing just to STOP and do this Work, it will be easier for you in the long run. It’s really difficult to try to keep up your physical pace when you’re being Sunified. It’s exactly how I felt every time I was pregnant. I could hardly do anything else BUT grow my babies. It seemed an impossible thing to ask me to carry on as if everything were normal. It wasn’t. I was growing a baby, and it took everything I had just to do that. Same here. Stop, drop, and grow - that’s my motto. And become as the Sun - breathe it in, turn your face toward it and smile. Feel it shining warmly on you and know that you are sisters - same same.